Baby Update

So the baby I resuscitated died last night. It was not a surprise. It had severe brain damage and then developed an infection. But still sad. Unfortunately, a normal event here. :/

I think taking care of this baby, or rather resisting being at the bedside all day trying to save him, was the one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. I am not God, and I can not change this whole system. There are so many things that come into play: culture, politics, education, health system, religion, money. So many things that I cannot change today or ever.